reality mixes with thought
dreams and/with nightmares
i’m riding waves of insanity
and it makes me feel so scared
don’t look for problems when there aren’t any
leave it alone it might heal itself
just get it away from me
the man watches through the window
when i know that he’s not there
he closely follows my every move
i can always feel his stare.
i can’t ignore him he hates me
i can feel, he wants me dead
so when i’m dead remember me
remember what i’ve said
tall dark man, hat, holey gloves.
(stalker watches me
trails me home
til i’m alone.)
— started writing this 2004-04-11, I guess it shows. I still like it, though.