panic attack at a gig

2006-07-05 at 00:20 (diary, poetry)

my breath is steady
my pulsing strong
keeping myself together
while the room swirls so wrong

the red wall comes closer
bur my focus shifts away
my eyes blinking, i don’t control
my mouth foaming, what to say

i grab your arm,
get me out of here
the lights are dizzying
and all i know is fear.

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