insomniac

2005-04-29 at 19:57 (poetry)

watched her as she wiped her eyes
with a sinking feeling inside
when will this madness end
i never wanted to be just friends

insomnia
drifting on the clouds
reaching out for you
until we start anew

paint my way in yellow
so i can follow you to my doom
let me fall you you
don’t want this to end so soon

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heroes

2005-04-29 at 19:26 (poetry)

are you hurt? torn apart?
are you breaking at the seams?
have you got nowhere to start
is nothing as it seems?

are you sick of people saying
are you sure you’re alright
can you feel this is real
do you think you’ve lost the fight

has life lost its feeling
do you feel devoid of meaning
is your mind still reeling
from another blow

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writing on the wall

2005-04-29 at 19:25 (poetry)

don’t read the writing on the wall.
it’ll get you nowhere at all.
it will leave you with hate and pain
things’ll never be whole again.

don’t get used to being right.
because you can’t always be the light.
even good people can be bad
and you can lose things you might never again have.

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smile

2005-04-29 at 18:54 (poetry)

my eyes glaze over
things seem so far away
but i didn’t think that i’d go this way
i thought i’d go quick and to the point
but now it’s fading and everything’s disjoint
here i am i’m on a hospital bed lying
and it feels like it’s barely worth trying
to breathe

even though i’m dying
i feel so still
now i’ve stopped crying
i can feel death’s chill
everything starts to fade away
and i’m left smiling
at the end of my days

the faces blur
i don’t know who they are
they don’t seem human close to me but still so far
i always thought i had so much to say
the words run out and they start to decay

even though i’m dying
i feel so still
now i’ve stopped crying
i can feel death’s chill
everything starts to fade away
and i’m left smiling
at the end of my days

yes i’m dying
and i feel so still
there’s no more crying
and i feel it all go down

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